Good Things Come to Those Who Wait

As I mentioned in a previous post, patience is not something I was blessed with. After my second divorce I tried to date but found that I just wasn't ready to make that emotional jump. I tried again a year or so later by signing onto a dating site but found the rejection or lack of curtesy too much to take. So again I took myself off the site. When Steve (ex2) passed away I had a very difficult time with emotions. After a little over a year after his passing I was finally feeling I could do this. I could start again. I signed back up on the site. This time was different. I felt better about the people I was talking with. There were/are some real nut jobs out there. But for the most part I have been able to steer clear of them. I met "T" and had a good 4 months with him but now hindsight tells me that I really didn't have a relationship with him but rather I was an option for him to stop by for dinner or have someone to do an occasional bike ride or movie. He never intended to have a relationship. It took some time but I now know that it wasn't so much him that I missed but the thought of a person to call mine. My mate, partner, my significant other. I want to be part of a team. I need/want a partner in crime. The other half of my dynamic duo. (No spandex required). I hear that good things come to those who wait... I guess I'll just have to wait and see.